#ness' brainvomit ⋆⭒˚.⋆

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giving each of u that did my sociology survey a big kiss <3 I just wanted to say thank you for doing it! your guys' answers meant so much to me and taught me so much and it was wonderful seeing how other people are doing <3 you've got this !

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me when everyone is posting chapters on their smaus but i haven't finished outlining so i can't post anything and i'm second guessing everything I've already planned out

hooray

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if i start mass posting a chuuya fic no one question me

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wait I need your help causenessus army

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this is what I'm working with btw

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thank u for tagging me!! this was so cute <33 i was so excited to know what kind of fish i was but i was nervous bc i didn't know what the options were 😭

tagging: @miyamoratsumuu @kitnootkat @cnnmairoll + anyone else who wants to <3

FISH QUIZZZZ!!! FISH QUIZZZ!!!! TAKE IT!!! special request from my friend avery shoutout avery <3 it's right up my alley anyways... im so jellyfish coded !!

quiz made: june 2024

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are you guys ready for the most mid try again finale chapter ever

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woke up at 2am unable to sleep so I wrote my 5k word chuuya manifesto instead

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I love try again just as much as the next person but i CANNOT tell you how excited I am to get back into silly smau writing!!

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hello i also went through my entire aesthetic pinterest board to find pictures for all your smaus (minus inked bc it's on hold 😔)

CALLOUSED HANDS

inner child healing, DEF vintage core, lowkey 10 things i hate about you "do you like the girl? is she worth all this trouble? either she is or she isn't" type beat in my very humble opinion. big grunge vibes. throwing rocks out your window. sneaking out of the house. the kind of couple to pack their bags and run away from home together/just leave everything behind to start a new life. definitely a kind of looks like they could kill you and would kill you (yn) and looks like they could kill you but won't (bc he's kuroo i'm in love with my girlfriend and everything i have is her's and i will only fight for her tetsuro). cigarettes after sex (sunsetz) for sure and CURRENT JOYS (honorable song mentions: kids, new flesh, my motorcycle, you broke my heart). ALSO ALSO other really specific kind of references they give me lockwood and lucy (lockwood and co.) vibes except for y/n is lockwood with her kind of i'm not living for anything vibes before kuroo comes into her life I HOPE SOMEONE GETS THIS. OR they're nico and libby "you're a fire hazard. stop apologizing for the damage and just let the fucker burn" (which i interpret as "i'm going to love you no matter what. just be yourself") nico and libby (atlas six) kind of dynamic I DON'T KNOW

35 MM

FREDERICK BHAER AND JO ALL THE WAY I KNOW LAURIE IS IN HERE BUT ONLY BC THE SCENE IS LITERALLY JO LOOKING SO HAPPY OVER WATCHING A PERFORMANCE AND LAURIE IS GIVING HER THE LOOK OF LOVE. WHICH IS ANOTHER AESTHETIC KIND OF POINT THAT NEEDS TO BE MADE. the kind of both people are independent but lean on each other dynamic. like they could be by themselves (at least akaashi could) but wants to be with the other and the other person only. the kind of "i can do it" "i know you can but let me" dynamic. going to the gas station together at 3 am because one of them wants ice cream kind of aesthetic (totally not based off of when they were eating takeout together at his place). late nights and domesticity. yn and akaashi are the epitome of the quiet life people dream of, living in an apartment with their significant other. just them. that's their world. definitely dark academia like someone else said. definitely library dates. the couple that's helping the other study for their assignments or go to cafes together to work on homework (and one of them might end up pushing their homework aside just to look at the other person) i'm feeling fade into you and like real people do

ON REPEAT

ONLY THREE PHOTOS BC I FEEL LIKE THEY SUMMED IT UP REALLY PERFECTLY <3 the actual definition of domesticity. just pure love. definitely love languages are in this aesthetic. i'm getting a lot of gift giving vibes. BUT AGAIN DOMESTICITY!! just kageyama being in love and a sucker for y/n. he's behind her at every moment in case she needs anything, holding her bags for her and always there to be a scary guard dog to anyone looking despite being a sweetheart and melting the moment y/n is looking at him or asking something. the kind of people who would both come up to a grandma and help her cross the street or carry things for her <3 they're happy as long as they're together. they remind me of this one video i've had saved for years in my phones that goes along the lines of "when you're a kid you think your parents are soulmates. my kids are going to be right about that." (ik that isn't always applicabale to family dynamics like i would rather die than have kids but i personally think it's even more impactful thinking about it as "my parents were so messed up but i'm going to meet my soulmate. i'm going to be with someone that people see us together and think that we're soulmates. i'm going to find someone that loves me.") songs that come to mind are the cuco's wannabewithu and songs4u albums but also work song simply bc of how lovesick it is and loverboy

SYRUP

if tumblr wants to weirdly shape my images then they're going to do that bc i couldn't make them all 1:1 so I'M SORRY but they're definitely the vibe of if laurie had got jo in the end </333 he's lowkey more of a pathetic bf than kageyama bc at least kageyama's got a cool quiet person aura on the outside but oikawa looks like a bottom twink anyway (said w/ love i love him sm). definitely something that happened in syrup but definitely the kind of love/aesthetic of visiting each other at work. y/n and oikawa come in a pair, neither one is never very far from the other. a super chaotic dynamic. the kind of people who are always out driving late at night, their friends are getting notifications from them asking if they want anything from a random fast food joint before they remember to mention that they're coming to visit and crash at said friend's apartment (does this make sense??). another dynamic that's happy and content just with each other and nothing else. the kind of couple that will both stare you down bc they know what they're doing and what they want and we're all just living in their world. (again, if u don't agree with y/n, oikawa will be beating u up even if he looks like a twink)

i have kind of a silly question that i’m very curious abt. do u guys associate any of my fics with any particular aesthetic??? if u do ur legally obligated to tell me which fics and what aesthetic

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i KNOW i'm not like "obligated" to read my moots' works BUT I PROMISE I'M CATCHING UP SOON I'M SO SORRY!! i have no energy whatsoever BUT i do have this single night to write and i'm feeling a little creative so i'll be cooking!! in the meantime, i was going to link this as a little teaser and then post the poll tomorrow but i thought i'd do both today as an apology :)) the link is to this mystery fic playlist!! (still in the works, i'm trying to figure out what the vibe of this fic is, but i'm definitely in love with like the first several songs and they are there to stay!!) and here is the poll <3 tagging my special people whose opinions are highly valued!!! (BECAUSE THESE ARE THEIR FAVS) and their votes i think i will count as double points!! -> @afyrian @guitarstringed-scars @bakery-anon. i'm assuming wyr and bug are voting for samu and mo is voting for kuroo BUT LMK PLEASE COMMENT IF I'M WRONG SO I CAN ADD THE DOUBLE VOTES TO THE RIGHT ONE

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I feel like a dragon slowly being woke from my sleep

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suna please come home i miss you

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i'm cooking up suna ideas on the bus

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I have fall break next week so I will hopefully be a little bit more active then!!! also just gonna leave this here but :)

mango anon and ness meet up soon??? real not fake??? not clickbait??? not telling u when?? but maybe we'll do a cutesy shoe pic??

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YAY NEW MOOT ACQUIRED!!! <33 I'M HONORED TO BE MOOTS WITH U!! I'M SO SORRY I DID NOT CONNECT THE DOTS SOONER 😭😭 this is making me smile and giggle rn aa <3 i'm absolutely in love with the aesthetic of both your blogs!! the song lyrics and colors and everything bro that is what i aspire to be ❤

for your heart ​🧋 ハイキュー！！

akaashi keiji x female reader

boba shop university au

in which yn pines for her brother's best friend, akaashi keiji. when will she realize that he harbors the same feelings towards her?

uploading exclusively on tumblr

started: june 11, 2024

finished: ​not determined

playlist made by the lovely @kettlepop (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)

kodzuken fanclub | alpha males + tooru

ch. 1 | shift change

ch. 2 | good luck

ch. 3

ch. 4

ch. 5

more coming soon !

timestamps will generally not be relevant !!

please do not repost onto other sites or claim as your own ! reblogs and comments are always appreciated (๑>◡<๑)